Why do you love me God?

Why do you love me?
I will never understand…

Why did you choose to lift me up
Why did you choose to give me hope
Even when I lost all of myself

Why did you keep me breathing
When many wished me dead

Why did you bring me out of that bottomless void
And show me where I could be instead

Why do you love me
I will never understand

Blessing upon blessing, I can’t even count
I can never understand but I shall never doubt
Your love, mercy, and blessings
They’re my everything
Having you in my life, Jesus
Has given my life new meaning.

Regrets and Remembrance: Lost Echoes of Longing

Wake up, wake up
I need you right now
It’s been way too long since you’ve been gone

Speak up, talk to me
I miss you so much
I didn’t value you when you were here
But I do now

My hearts filled with regrets
My eyes filled with tears
My life is so empty without you near

If life would give me another chance
I’d take it any day
I’ll spend every moment
Every hour, every day
Just being with you
Telling you how much you mean
If life would just give me another chance
I would make your happiness my everything

But that’s not how things work
And I have to accept that you’re gone
Be present in my today
And cherish my loved ones with my all