Midnight musings…

Months have gone by,
Days, minutes, seconds, all fly,
Yet I haven’t forgetting that unfortunate day,
And the way my heart was torn away.

What would I not do to go back in time,
I would do anything to just be able to keep what was mine,
And here I am, 8 months ahead,
Still not being able to get him out of my head.

But,
Even when my heart cries and
Mind says there is no Hope,
I will look up to the God Almighty,
He who brought me thus far,
Will lead me through this All
I will sing and I will cry
All my heart to you Oh Lord!

In you, Lord my God, I put my trust. I trust in you; do not let me be put to shame, nor let my enemies triumph over me.
Psalm 25:1‭-‬2 NIV

He gives the childless woman a family, making her a happy mother. Praise the Lord !
Psalms 113:9 NLT

Isaac pleaded with the Lord on behalf of his wife, because she was unable to have children. The Lord answered Isaac’s prayer, and Rebekah became pregnant with twins.
Genesis 25:21 NLT

God will bring you through it all…

Didn’t get that job you want?
Facing rejection everywhere?
Wondering why you’re not making it,
When everyone else you know is leaps and bounds ahead of you?

Never wonder, ponder or doubt the love of God
It’s never short and you’re never forgotten.
Every dead end that demotivates you,
is God’s way of saying, ‘Wait, there is better to come’

It’s easy to lose hope in God,
But harder it is to stay faithful in Him,
and to continue praying and waiting for your break!

“‘If you can’?” said Jesus. “Everything is possible for one who believes.” Mark 9:23

So stay strong and keep praying, because when all hope is lost, your faith in God must remain strong.

– Subah Santosh (me 😛 )

Listen to the audio version here (sung and played by Santosh)

God will take you through it all!

And I will still count my blessings…

My World had been torn apart in an instant,

Everything I dreamt of taken away without reason,

“Why me”, my mind keeps asking me,

“Why take away my little blessing?”

 

Within seconds, it came crashing down,

Not giving me the time to process,

Not giving me the time to let go, to realize…

That everything I had cherished was gone!

 

But…

Even though everything may seem bleak,

I will still count my blessings,

And even though it gets very hard,

I will still count my blessings,

Because though my heart aches with every reminder and thought,

My blessings are many and my God loves me a lot!